The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group, January 17, 2021

The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group

Sunday, January 17, 2021

Zoom online meeting

 

This was the first meeting of the year for this group that will meet at least once per month until the end of 2021. The group is expected to remain constant in size in order to support a deepening of the process of inquiry through consistency of participation. One of those who had signed up did not attend for as yet unknown reasons. Including the KECC Programs Director, who will most likely not always attend the meetings, there were thirteen participants.

The meeting began with a guided meditation inviting an attentive awareness and observing of whatever arises in the form of thoughts, feelings, and bodily sensations. This attention can create a space for insight and clear seeing of oneself and one’s relationship with one’s inner and outer world. As many of the group were new to each other, we took some time for each one to introduce themselves and to share what self-inquiry or self-exploration means to them and why it is important in their lives. It was recommended that we listen to each other with full attention. This kind of listening is a meditation in itself and may produce a shift in consciousness into a more unified and whole experience. Participants then shared a rich expression of their journeys to this point with self-observation and Krishnamurti’s teachings.

The focus then moved to the question “What is awareness to you?” and “What did you find particularly relevant to the subject of awareness in the first chapter of the Krishnamurti book The Urgency of Change, (which is our study material for the year to come)?”. Participants had spent time with the chapter before coming to the meeting and brought up some interesting questions and observations about what they had read. The meeting was then brought to a close with details about the next meeting and the readings in the text to follow. It felt like an auspicious beginning to the group process and feedback was positive about individuals’ experiences of the session.

“A New Beginning” with Mukesh Gupta

“A New Beginning”

Sunday, January 10, 2021

Online with Mukesh Gupta

 

This free presentation by Mukesh Gupta from Varanasi, India, was a one-hour introduction to an online retreat that will be offered January 21 to 24. The retreat will be entitled “Truth is a Pathless Land: Exploring the Core of J. Krishnamurti’s Teachings” and will focus on the study of a short document Krishnamurti wrote in his final years outlining the essence of his message. In his opening address Mukesh spoke of the meaning of self-inquiry, beginning with Socrates’ famous saying: “an unexamined life is not worth living.” Self-inquiry involves the asking of deep questions about life and being open to insights that may arise in a quiet mind that is interested in looking and listening to oneself and others. This inquiry is not a self-centred activity but, when carried out in the context of relationship, requires a deep sense of togetherness and affection along with a curiosity and wonder about ourselves and our lives. It is an investigation of significant questions such as “Who am I?”, “What is this I?”, “Is there something truly sacred?”, “What is the authentic, non-mechanical way of living?”, and “Can there be an awareness that is non-reactive and a source of love and peace?” We are invited to stay with the questions rather than rushing toward an answer. This involves noticing and “letting go” of what is non-essential moment to moment, including “the observer.” It is a kind of psychological dying, a being “nothing”.

The second half of the session was an opportunity for questions and further elaboration of what was presented in the opening talk. It was pointed out that being fully with “what Is” can open one to the intelligence of the heart and a way of living that is of meaning and value. The presentation was clearly and beautifully expressed by Mukesh, and we anticipate that the coming retreat will delve even more profoundly into these issues.

Self Study Meeting, January 3, 2021

Self Study Meeting

Sunday, January 3, 2021

Zoom Online

 

Seventeen people in total attended this first meeting of the new year. The readings chosen for the session were the December 23 to 31 selections on “Meditation” from The Book of Life. The last entries of the book seemed appropriate as a completion of 2020 as well as a relevant opening for 2021, as meditation is central to Krishnamurti’s teachings and will be a central theme throughout the year.

The meeting began with a guided meditation based on the December 23 entry wherein Krishnamurti says that “what one has to do is to be aware of the thinker, and not try to resolve the contradiction and bring about an integration between thought and the thinker.” That basic idea was filled out a little more during the meditation and presumably in the following discussions. We experimented with a new format, using one of the Zoom options, in which, after the guided meditation, the group was split into smaller groups of four or five so that there could perhaps be a more intimate sharing in the smaller groups than in the full group. Although there were some technical difficulties, mostly involving a problem with a participant’s computer, it turned out that people enjoyed the experience of the smaller groups. Generally they were all very gracious and accepting of the difficulties. The group reformed in its full size for the last forty-five minutes.

Hopefully the problems will be remedied before the next meeting so we can take full advantage of the “Meeting Breakout” option and have a more focused session with minimal distractions. Anyway, it seemed that the experiment was considered worthwhile and something worth continuing with in the future. The online format involves a continuous learning process!

Self Study Meeting, December 20, 2020

Self Study Meeting

Sunday, December 20, 2020

Zoom online

 

Fifteen people were in attendance for this online meeting on a Sunday morning. As has been the case for the past year, we focused on J. Krishnamurti’s teachings as found in The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti. In this case the readings for study and discussion were the December 8 – 21 selections, which dealt mainly with the meaning of true religion and the approach to God. Krishnamurti asks some fundamental questions about the nature of belief and conceptual understanding versus the more authentic state of not knowing what God and love are. When we can honestly admit that we do not know the answers to fundamental questions about life, he says, we are in a state of humility in which real learning and discovery can take place. True religion is going beyond the “known”.

The participants entered into a keen exploration of the ideas presented by K, raising quite a number of deep questions and offering insights found through their own inquiry and meditation. As is often the case with this group, it seemed we could have continued the dialogue almost indefinitely. It was a satisfying session for the last one of the year.

The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group, December 13, 2020

The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group

Sunday, December 13, 2020

Zoom online meeting

 

This meeting, the last of 2020, was attended by nine participants in all. The focus was on the chapter entitled “What Is” in the J. Krishnamurti book The Urgency of Change. It is a short chapter, but very direct in its treatment of our human experiences and problems. The main point K makes is that no matter what our experience is, “to live with it without conflict frees us from it.” He discusses this in a few different ways in conversation with the questioner, and some of his statements inspired questions and insights from the group members which seemed to challenge our conventional ways of looking at ourselves and our lives.

Towards the end of the meeting, we reviewed the past year’s experience and asked what changes we might like to see for the 2021 explorations. One participant expressed a desire to explore more deeply our feelings and our “hearts” when looking into issues that arise in our self-inquiry and how they affect us in our daily lives. This was taken to be an invitation to share all dimensions of ourselves and to move beyond the intellectual discussion that can take over when investigating these kinds of issues within the context of “spiritual” teachings. It seemed like a relevant and significant invitation to realize that inquiry is not just a mental activity but is essentially an activity of the “heart” .

Self Study Meeting, Sunday, December 6, 2020

Self Study Meeting

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Zoom online

There were thirteen of us present for this Sunday online meeting sponsored by the Krishnamurti Educational Centre of Canada. As is often the case, the session was opened with a guided meditation inviting a “total attention without effort”, which was apparently expressed by Krishnamurti on his deathbed to be the essence of his teachings. After some short discussion of the meditation we moved on to a group sharing of what had struck people about the readings suggested for this meeting. These were the December 1 – 7 entries in The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti, which focused on the topic of aloneness. K goes deeply into the difference between loneliness and aloneness and the importance of being able to enter the state of aloneness, or the “innocence” beyond dependence and influence. It seemed to be a topic of great interest and relevance for the participants, who expressed a richness of observations about their own experiences of loneliness and aloneness. Everyone had an opportunity to speak about his or her questions and insights, and the meeting seemed to have a particular quality of depth to it which may be a result of the consistent participation of many of the inquirers in the Self Study meetings and other events offered by the Centre

Beauty and Sensitivity in a Troubled World

Beauty and Sensitivity in a Troubled World

November 20 – 22, 2020

Zoom Online

 

This retreat was led by Cynthia Overweg from Ojai, California, where she has been involved with the work of the Krishnamurti Foundation of America. The three-session retreat consisted of three Zoom meetings of one and a half hours each which were each attended by a total of twenty-four people. The attendees were mainly from the USA and many were appearing at a KECC event for the first time. Cynthia presented a number of questions each day while emphasizing that the most important questions are those that arise in us and are part of our observation of ourselves. Some of Cynthia’s questions were as follows:

– What is sensitivity?

– How do we approach living with sensitivity?

– Can we see and listen without the mind interfering?

– Can we not make sensitivity personal? What are the implications of realizing the impersonal nature of it?

– How can we be sensitive and remain grounded?

– Can we have an authentic relation with beauty when we are bombarded with ugliness in the world?

 

Each day Cynthia gave a talk on the subject of beauty, with lovely pictures of nature and numerous quotes from K books: Krishnamurti’s Notebook, Krishnamurti’s Journal, and Krishnamurti to Himself. She included quotes from other “teachers” like Jane Goodall, which added to the universality of the subject. There were also regular periods of silent meditation. All of this provided an experiential context for the exploration. Suggestions were given concerning ways we might support our living with sensitivity, which Krishnamurti says is “the highest form of intelligence and love”. It means being sensitive not only to beauty and joy but also to ugliness and sorrow. On the third day, Cynthia brought in the dimension of beauty in relationship and the importance of learning about ourselves in the “mirror of relationship”, in which we see the “hidden causes of sorrow” and awaken compassion. The challenges of relationship in the time of a pandemic were touched on and discussed in the group. Each session included time for group sharing and exploration.

The presentation was very well done and was much appreciated by the participants

Self Study Meeting, November 15, 2020

Self Study Meeting

Sunday, November 15, 2020

Zoom online

 

This Sunday morning meeting online was attended by 16 participants, all included. We continued with a question asked by Mukesh in his presentation a week previously: “Is There a Completely Different Way of Living?” The Self Study Meetings have been using The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti as an inspiration for our inquiry into the nature of ourselves. In this case participants had been asked to read carefully at least eight selections from the November entries and to bring observations and questions to the meeting for sharing and discussion. The entries quoted passages from Krishnamurti’s talks on the subjects of “Living, Dying, Rebirth, and Love” and seemed to blend well with Mukesh’s question.

After a guided meditation exploring awareness without naming or conceptualizing, we entered a group discussion of people’s experiences and insights during the meditation along with those that emerged from their readings of the text. A number of participants reported profound insights and the dialogue as a whole was quite deep and engaging. Such topics as the meaning of psychological death were explored with keen penetration, and appreciation was expressed for the opportunity to share such inquiry with others in this way.

The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group Meeting, November 8, 2020

The Urgency of Change Dialogue Group Meeting

Sunday, November 8, 2020

Zoom online

A few members of the group could not attend our gathering this time, resulting in a meeting of five participants. Our focus was on the chapter entitled “Discipline” in the Krishnamurti book The Urgency of Change. As well as some references to the text, participants also raised a number of interesting questions related more generally to the process of dialogue and self-inquiry. It was asked if we are entering into the new in our exploration or just repeating what we already know. It seemed like an excellent question which provoked some inquiry without perhaps coming to any final conclusion. In fact the limitation of all conclusions was pointed out and discussed. Another subject of investigation was the nature of the “I” or “me”. What are we referring to when we use such words? Is there a “self” that can be defined or said to be a real entity? These seem to be questions worthy of looking into in a way that can perhaps bring fresh insight. The nature of awareness and attention was questioned and their nature as non-conceptual, non-objective, indescribable, and ungraspable was explored, again with an emphasis on looking without conclusions. Perhaps such an inquiry is an opening to the “new”, to something beyond thought.

Some statements about “saints” made by Krishnamurti in the chapter were questioned by one group member and feedback requested from participants. The discussion moved in the direction of wondering about the need for compassion and non-judgement in our perceptions and conceptions. Again we left some openness around the question. The session invited sharing from all participants and hopefully provoked ongoing inquiry in our daily lives until our next meeting in December, the last one for 2020.

Is There a Different Way of Living?

Is There a Different Way of Living in This World of Confusion and Uncertainty?

With Mukesh Gupta

November 7, 2020, online

This was the last in a series of eight presentations by Mukesh Gupta on the general topic of “Meditative Self-Inquiry” which began in July and took place twice a month. Twenty-three people in total participated in this Zoom online meeting focusing on the question “Is There a Different Way of Living in This World of Confusion and Uncertainty?” Mukesh began, after a short silent sit, by pointing out that what is outside us is a reflection of what we are inside and of our day-to-day relationships. Are we willing to look into “the mirror of relationship”, as Krishnamurti puts it? We must begin where we are, paying attention to what is around us and within us, noticing our inattention, our fear and uncertainty, and our obsessive self-concern and lack of love. Can we be awake to these facts without judgement?

Mukesh explored the nature of attention as pure seeing:

– Choiceless, non-selective

– Deep, total listening

– With a quality of love

– A quality of wonder and innocence not dependent on acquired past knowledge

– A space of stillness or “emptiness”

Not to react like a robot is a different way of living. Can we live and face the world with the intelligence of a still and compassionate mind that sees clearly?

The half-hour presentation was followed by a Q & A period wherein participants shared insights, experiences, and questions. It was suggested that we need love right from the beginning, which produces a “letting go”. Attention without an “ego” brings a different quality to our living. Mukesh’s presentations have been much appreciated and helpful to those seeking greater understanding of Krishnamurti’s teachings. We look forward to his next series of talks in January, 2021.