Weekend Retreat with Rupert Spira on Video

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Weekend Retreat with Rupert Spira
December 8-10, 2017

This weekend retreat involved a video presentation of a retreat given in Amstersam in March of this year. The nine participants who attended our retreat were able to immerse themselves in the teaching and guidance provided by Rupert Spira, well respected teacher of Advaita Vedanta practice, on the subject of self-inquiry. The sessions included guided meditations and explorations of the nature of awareness and the significance of realizing it as our true nature. There were also plenty of questions from his audience that were brilliantly responded to by Rupert. He gave some simple and effective direct ways of bringing attention to awareness and its unlimited, unbounded nature. Participants remarked that his clear and precise mode of communication makes what he is pointing to very comprehensible and available.
Two short videos about Krishnamurti and his teachings were shown on Saturday evening: an introduction by Professor Alan Anderson and a BBC interview with Bernard Levin. Both are excellent and instructive presentations. A guided meditation was led by David Bruneau on Saturday evening. The weekend also included time for walks and quiet contemplation as well as opportunities to dialogue within the group and share informally. Delicious meals were provided by Pearson College. The chance to meditate without distraction on the truths of such beautiful teachings and to benefit from the good company of other contemplators was much appreciated by all.

Inquiry Sunday at the Centre

Inquiry Sunday
December 3, 2017

For our morning session we showed part of a talk by Jac O’Keefe at a recent Science and Nonduality Conference in Italy and a full talk given at SAND in San Francisco. The first talk, entitled “Trust and Spirituality”, dealt with the importance of trusting one’s own intuition and insight rather than giving authority to a teacher, book, or other source of information. We are all unique, with different issues and conditioning, and will have different experiences of the unfolding of our true nature. Noone can actually know what is the truth of our experience except ourselves. The second talk focused largely on the state of nondual teaching as Jac sees it. She questions the perspective of those who bypass the need to be fully with our conditioning and our emotional life, particularly with the use of concepts which tend to explain everything away. She also wonders if there should not be some way of evaluating the effectiveness of teachers in producing an awakening in their students. A number of teachers in the audience were very supportive of the necessity of facing our conditioning directly. The sound quality of the video was unfortunately not very good, but it gave some interesting material for group discussion amongst the four people in attendance.
In the afternoon we looked at a number of videos produced by the Krishnamurti Foundation of America with the intention of appealing to young people, and they therefore presented the teachings in a more modern context. Titles included “Understanding Yourself and the World,” “Who Am I?” and “Revolt.” They presented some of the basics of K’s teachings in a straightforward manner which we felt was quite interesting and useful.

Krishnamurti Study Session at the Centre

Krishnamurti Study Session
Saturday, December 2, 2017

Five participants engaged in reading and discussion of Q & A # 20, “On the Conscious and Unconscious Mind,” in J. Krishnamurti’s book The First and Last Freedom. As the chapter begins, K soon dives into an elucidation of how the thinking mind is always moving between the past the the future and is never actually in the present. Thought is always reacting from its own conditioning, which is the past, and can never respond totally to the present challenge. K asks if we can ever be totally free from conditioning and asserts that, based on his own discovery, it is indeed possible. He indicates that if we can be aware of the interval between two thoughts and fully enter that interval, then there will be liberation from conditioning and a silence that has no causation.
The group considered each paragraph of the text with focused inquiry into what was being said. We were able to go to a depth of exploration only possible, it seemed, because of the consistent engagement of all group members in a quality of looking and listening which has produced a certain subtlety of perception and a sensitivity to the movements of the self. There seems to be an increasing capacity to be choiclessly aware of the play of consciousness and to expose its ways to light of seeing.

Victoria Krishnamurti Event, December 1, 2017

This month’s session at the Church of Truth was focused on the topic of “The New Mind”. On a dark, rainy night only one person joined me for the event. We started by watching a Krishnamurti video from the Evelyn Blau series “Beyond Myth and Tradition”. This selection was entitled “The Religious Mind” and it looked into the question of what is a truly religious mind. K approaches the issue by negating what is not religion – beliefs, rituals, repetitive practices, and so on. Then he states that true religion is discovered when the mind is deeply silent. The mind must become the stillness beyond thought in order to know the sacred.
The one participant was new to Krishnamurti’s approach and had a number of questions about it which we discussed in some detail, going over the basic teachings and points of inquiry. She seemed quite interested, took a number of handouts with her, and expressed an intention to come back for the January meeting.

Stillness Within Meetup -Eckhart Tolle: The Nature of Ego and Identity

On Remembrance Day, eleven members got together to watch and reflect on a recently released Eckhart Tolle talk. The talk focused on the tendency for human beings to derive a sense of purpose from jobs, accomplishments, appearance and roles. Eckhart pointed to an inner awareness as a path to experience a deeper truth beyond the surface expressions and illusory identity. For many, a collapse or shedding of this constricted sense of self identity is possible with a relaxation into the present moment (being aware of breath, sound, one’s sense of aliveness, or simply sitting and being aware of the gaps between our thoughts).

The group enjoyed a debrief after the talk – with a range of individual reflections. One person had never seen one of Eckhart’s talks and really enjoyed his clear and fun way of expressing. Others felt that some of the content was pertinent to their current experience (e.g. a suggestion of not seeing each action as a stepping stone to get to an ultimate goal but rather a complete experience in and of itself).

As I listened, after having heard many many of ET’s talks, it seemed that rather than connecting on a mental level, stillness was invoked, (even some level of disinterest in the words pouring out). It left, perhaps, more of a non-mind based connection – to Eckhart, to the group, and to the infinite unknowable richness of being. Having meditated for years and years on a solo basis, this opportunity to commune with others from a spacious connection adds richness that warms and possibly even ignites something previously undiscovered.

I would have liked to sit in silence with Krishnamurti, to ask him what could not be conveyed in words (he often seemed so frustrated when the words weren’t ‘landing’ with his audience)… But if there really is no real division, no time, no space, I suppose K’s insights are in the field of our beingness now – closer than close!

Thanks again to the Krishnamurti Centre of Canada for hosting the meetup this month!

Krishnamurti Study Session at the Centre, November 18

This session we looked into Q & A # 19 in The First and Last Freedom by J. Krishnamurti. The question concerned prayer as a way to God. K’s response included an investigation of prayer, concentration, and meditation. Prayer, he says, usually involves asking God to clear up the mess and confusion that we ourselves have created, thereby avoiding our responsibility for the way things are. Prayer may, he admits, produce a result that we want, but such a process is a projection of our own minds and is not putting us in touch with reality or clearing up our confusion. He goes into a few different aspects of prayer and then proceeds to question whether concentration as a process of exclusion has anything to do with real meditation. Meditation is understanding the ways of thought and feeling, seeing into all the layers of our consciousness, and being free of the content of the conditioned mind.
The reading of the chapter was interspersed with discussion of the issues presented and a sharing of questions and insights. The four participants were able to look into the relevance of K’s pointers for their own lives and to continue with the deepening of their inquiry and self-understanding.

Inquiry Sunday at the Centre

Inquiry Sunday
November 5, 2017

Our morning session, attended by five people, featured a video of Gangaji on the topic of “Unravelling the Knot of Suffering”. It was made in 2002 but the subject matter was timeless in looking at the basic causes of suffering and the remedy for the condition. The issue of suffering was approached in a few different ways but the essence seemed to be the attachment to an identity as a separate self who has to defend and protect itself from the apparent threats continuously presented by the impermanence of life. Gangaji’s interactions with people made the topic relevant to daily existence and her pointers were clear and useful. Our group engaged in some discussion which looked at some of the key points made in the video and how we understood them and found them applicable to our own experience.

In the afternoon we watched some new videos combining excerpts from Krishnamurti’s teachings with images from other Hollywood-style movies and beautiful scenic shots. It seems the idea was to appeal to the new generation of media-oriented youth who would relate to the more updated way of presenting K’s teachings. In discussing the material some ambivalent feelings were expressed and pros and cons to the presentation style were looked at. It was asked if K himself would approve of such attempts to make his teachings more ‘modern’, but of course he is not here to answer.

Krishnamurti Study Session at the Centre

Krishnamurti Study Session
Saturday, November 4, 2017

Our meeting this week focused on Q & A # 18: “Surrender to ‘What Is.’The question asked of K was “What is the difference between surrendering to the Will of God and what you are saying about the acceptance of what is?” In responding to the question, K emphasizes the difference between what actually is and our projections, imaginations, beliefs, and ideals about what is. “If you know reality, you cannot surrender to it; you cease to exist.” The short chapter was dense with ideas that could be explored in depth and the five participants were able to inquire quite deeply into the various issues raised by K and by each other as we went through the text. It was a very interesting contemplation on a key subject.

Victoria Krishnamurti Event, November 3, 2017

Victoria Krishnamurti Event
November 3, 2017

The subject of this month’s meeting at the Church of Truth was “What is Meditation?” Five people took part in the session which began with a handout from the book Freedom from the Known by J. Krishnamurti. Meditation is described as “to be aware of every thought and every feeling, never to say it is right or wrong but just to watch it and move with it. In that watching you begin to understand the whole movement of thought and feeling. And out of this awareness comes silence.” After reading the whole handout the group was guided by the facilitator into a meditation as suggested by K. This was followed by another guided meditation on the “inner body” and the sense of Being as recommended by Eckhart Tolle. As a group we then reported on our experience of the meditations and how they could be integrated into our daily awareness “practice.” There were very interesting sharings by the participants.
We then moved on to a viewing of three short video clips by Krishnamurti, Eckhart Tolle, and Rupert Spira, all on the topic of meditation. The common thread was that meditation is a state of being rather than a “doing,” and this was expressed beautifully by the three teachers. During our closing discussion everyone acknowledged an enjoyment and significance in their experience of the evening.

Krishnamurti Study Session

Krishnamurti Study Session

Saturday, October 28, 2017

The material for study this meeting was from The First and Last Freedom by J. Krishnamurti, Q&A 17 “On Memory.” A questioner had asked K. about his statement that memory is incomplete experience. He goes into the issue in depth in the response to the questioner, covering different aspects of it. The challenges of life are always new, but memory is always the old and therefore is inadequate in responding to the present situation. Also, memory tends to function as an instrument of the “me” or separate self, habitually protecting and defending the self and carrying past experiences in relationship into the present moment, thereby preventing any fresh and direct experience of life. This can make life “weary, dull, and empty”

The three participants engaged in some interesting discussion about the subject matter, reflecting on the relevance of it in our own lives and bringing awareness to the way thought operates in us as memory. We explored the difference between thinking and presence, the sense of pure being, and wholeness. It was a delightful sharing.