A NEW BEGINNING
An online workshop with Mukesh Gupta
Hosted by KECC
January 10-12, 2025
This first workshop of the new year was attended by 16 registrants and consisted of three sessions, each one starting with a talk by Mukesh that explored the essence of a new way of living through presence, awareness, and love.
Talk 1 focused on discovering a new way of living beyond the old instruments of thought, emotion, and accumulated knowledge. The speaker emphasized that we need profound discontent with the old ways, not just boredom seeking new excitement. When we deeply see the limitations of using old instruments to find something new, the mind naturally becomes quiet and still. This stillness arises not through effort but as a natural byproduct of insight. The talk explored the quality of presence that emerges – a simple awareness of what is happening inside and outside, without judgment or resistance. This presence has no borders or limits and is not personal but universal.
Talk 2 delved into the quality of pure observation as another expression of awareness. The speaker examined how we usually observe through our conditioned background and past knowledge, which prevents direct seeing. While recognition based on past knowledge has its practical place, the talk explored whether it’s possible to observe without the psychological movement of the self. This pure observation and listening happen simultaneously – as we observe attentively now, the mind naturally becomes quiet. The various qualities like listening, observation, and awareness are not separate but are interconnected expressions of one energy of pure presence. This observation free from the observer is itself an act of unconditional love, as there is no psychological separation based on like/dislike or judgment.
Talk 3 focused on love as the essential quality without which “the world will go to disaster” (quoting Krishnamurti). The speaker invited a deep questioning about what love is, not intellectually but with one’s whole being. When we meet this profound question with complete attention and listening beyond words and definitions, there is natural stillness and wonder. The talk examined how the ego-mind, born from thought activity, prevents love from flowering through its constant reactivity and sense of separation. Through pure observation and awareness, we can see how psychological separation denies love. The speaker pointed to a state of unconditioned being that emerges when there is a letting go of the illusion of separation. This state is where love, attention and awareness are not separate but are one energy.
Throughout the talks, there was an emphasis on the immediate, direct experience of what is being pointed to – not as a future achievement but as something available here and now through alert attention and awareness. The talks highlighted that transformation happens naturally through presence and insight, not through effort or practice based on the old instruments of thought. They presented an invitation to discover a new way of living based on direct perception rather than knowledge, on freedom from psychological separation rather than reinforcing it, and on love that flowers naturally when the mind is quiet and attentive.
Joost de Wulf
Investigating Truth with JC Tefft, February 16, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallPart of a six-day series led by JC Tefft entitled “Investigating Truth.”
Sponsored by the Krishnamurti Educational Centre of Canada
Day Four: February 16, 2025
12 Attendees Present
Using Krishnamurti’s teachings as a guide, we asked and investigated the question: ‘What Does it Mean – To Be Purely Aware’?
Referencing Krishnamurti’s teachings throughout, JC shared testimony and insight into the nature of Pure Awareness the underlies all that appears in consciousness. Attendees were encouraged to share insights of their own as well.
Primary references for Krishnamurti quotations came from ‘The Book of Life’ – ‘Krishnamurti’s Journal’ – and ‘Krishnamurti to Himself: His Last Journal’
JC Tefft
Investigating Truth with JC Tefft, February 2, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallPart of a six-day series led by JC Tefft entitled “Investigating Truth.”
Sponsored by the Krishnamurti Educational Centre of Canada
Day Three: February 2, 2025
8 Attendees Present
Using Krishnamurti’s teachings as a guide, we asked and investigated the question: “Is There a Process We All Go Through?”
“Self-knowledge is a PROCESS – not an end in itself. And to truly know oneself, one must be AWARE of oneself in action – in relationship. You discover the truth of yourself, not in isolation – not in withdrawal, but in relationship – to society, to your husband or wife, to your brother, to your fellow man. It is to discover how you react in every situation; what is your response? … And this requires an extraordinary alertness of mind and keenness of perception [in every situation].”
“We only learn about ourselves when there is no attachment to the past as knowledge – when [that which is perceived is not translated] in terms of the known…. I only learn about myself moment to moment…. Learning is never accumulative. It is a [constant] movement of ‘knowing’ that has no beginning and no end.”
“You must become AWARE of the PROCESS of attachment to – and dependence on [the content of Mind]. [And you must] then … PERCEIVE the significance of the conflict of opposites [that is projected of mind]. [And – as you become more] deeply AWARE [of this ongoing PROCESS occurring within you, you might then come to understand] … the full meaning … of dependency on [and attachment to – the content of mind].”
~ J. Krishnamurti ~
Referencing Krishnamurti’s teachings throughout, JC shared testimony and insight into the nature of the process that we all go through as the Truth of ‘What Is’ is unveiled from within. Attendees were encouraged to share insights of their own as well.
Primary references for Krishnamurti quotations came from ‘The Book of Life’ and ‘Krishnamurti to Himself: His Last Journal’
JC Tefft
Exploring Ourselves with Jackie McInley, February 1, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallExploring Ourselves
Online dialogue with Jackie McInley
February 1, 2025
We opened today’s dialogue with the question: How can a perception be totally new and can we explore and discover a very different energy of newness in our dialogue itself?
We first wondered – for our actual approach to be new in nature – whether there is a way of looking that does not have a hidden purpose to it. We then explored what manifests the old way of looking; we discovered motive, conclusions, judgement, image making and control, as factors rendering perception “old”.
Our inquiry brought us to the point where we wondered how a mind so steeped in its recorded content, could possibly ever be new at all. The past is always ready to interpret the present moment though the lenses of what it already knows. How can a past mind so continuously active, be aware without the past operating? Indeed there is nothing one can do about the continuous, mechanical activation of the past. However, the question is: can this past be seen, yet not acted on? One member of the group suggested that we never give ourselves totally to what is taking place; in fact we evaluate how much we give according to the situation.
We discovered that thought itself believes that it is already fully aware of reality, when in fact it is remembering rather than awake to what is. Consequently, attention is never fully engaged, since it is left to thought to engage from the safety and security of the past. Can an intensity of attention – giving everything we have – end this complacency of awareness? Each one of us has find out for ourselves.
Jackie McInley
Investigating Truth with JC Tefft, January 19, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallPart of a six-day series led by JC Tefft entitled “Investigating Truth.”
Sponsored by the Krishnamurti Educational Centre of Canada
Day Two: January 19, 2025
12 Attendees Present
Using Krishnamurti’s teachings as a guide, we asked and investigated the question: “What is True Meditation?”
“Meditation has nothing to do with achieving a result. Nor is it a matter of breathing in a particular way, or looking at your nose, or awakening the power to perform certain tricks…. Meditation is not something apart from life. When you are driving a car or sitting [in a waiting room], or visiting with others who are chatting aimlessly, or walking by yourself in the woods, or watching a butterfly carried off by the wind – to be ‘Choicelessly’ aware of all that is part of meditation.”
“True mediation is a movement without any motive – without words and the activity of thought [getting in the way]. It must not be deliberately set about. Only then is meditation a movement of the measureless Infinite – without a goal.”
~ J. Krishnamurti ~
Referencing Krishnamurti’s teachings throughout, JC shared testimony and insight into the nature of the presence of true meditation in daily life. Attendees were encouraged to inquire and share insights of their own as well, as we looked within ourselves to discover the Truth of true meditation in the eternally present Now.
Primary references for Krishnamurti quotations came from ‘The Book of Life,’ ‘Krishnamurti’s Journal,’ and ‘Krishnamurti to Himself: His Last Journal’
JC Tefft
Exploring Ourselves with Jackie McInley, January 18, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallExploring Ourselves
Online dialogue with Jackie McInley
January 18, 2025
We started our dialogue today with the topic of, observation. Having read Krishnamurti, we are all familiar with the notion that the conditioned mind only observes through the lenses of the past. However do we actually see this as a living fact, or does it remain a mere idea for us?
As we observe, are we being informed by our past experiences and past knowledge, whereas the impression we share, is that this observation is very much in the present moment. The mind is oblivious to this “past”. As we look more closely we see that a simple observation – of a friend for example – may be full of ideas, conclusions and judgments; all of which obscure the actual reality of the person and inform us according to our own recorded impressions. The damage to the quality of love and relationship is clear.
So why do we hold on to this knowledge stored in our minds as the past? It would seem that the mind automatically processes perception in this way so as to “know” and feel secure, protected. We questioned together what happens if the past knowledge is not committed to, or adhered to as fact; can a reaction be questioned and admitted as memory from the past, unfolding in the present? If this break in process occurs, a strong sense of vulnerability is felt, one of the group brought out. The habitual safety of the known is no longer available as the mind opens itself to “not knowing” and not “managing” as per usual.
We asked, can we live like this? Can we “test it out” as Krishnamurti suggests?
Jackie McInley
A New Beginning with Mukesh Gupta, January 10-12, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallA NEW BEGINNING
An online workshop with Mukesh Gupta
Hosted by KECC
January 10-12, 2025
This first workshop of the new year was attended by 16 registrants and consisted of three sessions, each one starting with a talk by Mukesh that explored the essence of a new way of living through presence, awareness, and love.
Talk 1 focused on discovering a new way of living beyond the old instruments of thought, emotion, and accumulated knowledge. The speaker emphasized that we need profound discontent with the old ways, not just boredom seeking new excitement. When we deeply see the limitations of using old instruments to find something new, the mind naturally becomes quiet and still. This stillness arises not through effort but as a natural byproduct of insight. The talk explored the quality of presence that emerges – a simple awareness of what is happening inside and outside, without judgment or resistance. This presence has no borders or limits and is not personal but universal.
Talk 2 delved into the quality of pure observation as another expression of awareness. The speaker examined how we usually observe through our conditioned background and past knowledge, which prevents direct seeing. While recognition based on past knowledge has its practical place, the talk explored whether it’s possible to observe without the psychological movement of the self. This pure observation and listening happen simultaneously – as we observe attentively now, the mind naturally becomes quiet. The various qualities like listening, observation, and awareness are not separate but are interconnected expressions of one energy of pure presence. This observation free from the observer is itself an act of unconditional love, as there is no psychological separation based on like/dislike or judgment.
Talk 3 focused on love as the essential quality without which “the world will go to disaster” (quoting Krishnamurti). The speaker invited a deep questioning about what love is, not intellectually but with one’s whole being. When we meet this profound question with complete attention and listening beyond words and definitions, there is natural stillness and wonder. The talk examined how the ego-mind, born from thought activity, prevents love from flowering through its constant reactivity and sense of separation. Through pure observation and awareness, we can see how psychological separation denies love. The speaker pointed to a state of unconditioned being that emerges when there is a letting go of the illusion of separation. This state is where love, attention and awareness are not separate but are one energy.
Throughout the talks, there was an emphasis on the immediate, direct experience of what is being pointed to – not as a future achievement but as something available here and now through alert attention and awareness. The talks highlighted that transformation happens naturally through presence and insight, not through effort or practice based on the old instruments of thought. They presented an invitation to discover a new way of living based on direct perception rather than knowledge, on freedom from psychological separation rather than reinforcing it, and on love that flowers naturally when the mind is quiet and attentive.
Joost de Wulf
Investigating Truth with JC Tefft, January 5, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallPart of a six-day online series led by JC Tefft entitled “Investigating Truth.”
Sponsored by the Krishnamurti Educational Centre of Canada
Day One: January 5, 2025
14 Attendees Present
Using Krishnamurti’s teachings as a guide, we asked and investigated the question: “What is the nature of mind.”
“To understand the mind … you must observe how your own mind works. When you know the whole process of it – how it reasons – its desires, motives, ambitions, pursuits – its envy, greed, and fear – then the mind can go beyond itself, and when it does there is the discovery of something totally new.” ~ J. Krishnamurti ~
Referencing Krishnamurti’s teachings throughout, JC shared testimony and insight into the nature of mind, and how mind creates the illusion of separateness that veils living Truth within. Attendees were encouraged to inquire and share insights of their own as well, as we looked within ourselves to discover the Truth of what is actually so in the eternally present Now.
Primary references for Krishnamurti quotations came from ‘The Book of Life’ and ‘Krishnamurti to Himself: His Last Journal’.
JC Tefft
Exploring Ourselves with Jackie McInley, January 4, 2025
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallExploring Ourselves
Online dialogue with Jackie McInley
January 4, 2025
Today one of us asked: is it clear to us when we are talking out of memory or knowledge, or, if we are experiencing something directly?
We are aware that we consciously use knowledge and memory of experience, to guide our decision making in everyday life. It is however less obvious that knowledge is involved in emotional reaction. The example of anger, indignation or hurt was pointed out to illustrate how these reactions seem to be happening in the present, alongside physiological manifestations such as the quickening of the heart beat. The group assumed that the beating heart was in the present, but that its cause was either from an outside agency or from within ones own past experience being triggered.
It was then asked whether there was a root (or background) to these perceived and apparently spontaneous reactions? Is it assumed that we know for sure where danger lies when our fear reaction is triggered? Is knowledge involved in the very “reading” of our emotional reactions? Is a past memory of fear or pain reactivated and projected, thereby warning us to act in a conditioned way to avoid further disturbance? Is any direct awareness involved in this process of experience and knowledge based reaction?
Can a reaction be looked at without the assumption that it is already identified and known? Can sensitivity meet the reaction as a response taking place in real time? We also noticed that all negative emotional reactions seem to be happening to us as a disturbance to our apparently harmonious selves. Is the sense of self, separate from the content of the reaction?
Our dialogue extrapolated into questioning the nature of learning and inquiry itself. Is inquiry possible without knowledge? Is there a new kind of learning that none of us have been schooled in, but which may lie in the unnamed, direct perception of whatever is?
Jackie McInley
Exploring Ourselves with Jackie McInley, December 21, 2024
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallExploring Ourselves
Online dialogue with Jackie McInley
December 21, 2024
For our last session of 2024, one of the group asked a question that was immediately adopted as this dialogue’s theme : “Why is it I take things so personally and often feel hurt ?” The group agreed on the very habitual reaction of being offended and how inevitable this feels. Despite this apparent unavoidable reaction, it was also felt that somehow there must be another way. Soon it became clear that we often have a hidden motive when we ask how to be free of hurt; we wish to find a solution to our problem and our deeper intention is to get rid of the hurt not to understand it more deeply.
We wondered as a group what the personal actually was? We also wondered if hurt was a movement of conditioning or whether this disturbance is part of human nature. It was pointed out that we are in conflict with this hurt and that it is seen as separate from us. We see being hurt as something that befalls us, rather than part of our conditioned make up that is being triggered. The hurt, we discovered together, seems to highlight the “me” since it is the sense of self that is affected directly.
Finally we asked, what is the relationship between personal hurt and self image. Do we need a self image in order to be hurt? Is the self image itself inevitably at the root of all psychological wounding and the sustained memory of it? This is a question for each one of us to discover carefully for ourselves.
Jackie McInley
Exploring Ourselves with Jackie McInley, December 7, 2024
/in Event Summaries /by Drew MarshallExploring Ourselves
Online dialogue with Jackie McInley
December 7, 2024
Present: 13
Once again we welcomed a new participant to our dialogue. It made sense to shed light on our intentions, since the deep art of dialogue inquiry is a process of discovery and essentially a work in progress for us all. The group highlighted one major aspect as the crux of dialogue: listening.
At the heart of the word itself is a sense of to obey – an obligation to listen – as a test or goal to be achieved especially in traditional education. We went into how the collective meaning we attribute to a word can deeply condition our listening; this process of sense-making strongly guides us and can stay undetected in the process. Do words speak and listen for us and do they hold a set of individual and collective expectations? If language is using me what is that “me” being used? Does this sense of me create an added impression of separation in listening to another? Does conditioned listening, the group inquired, imply an already concluded view of what it hears? Does it construct a version of what is being listened to – and by extension a version of the world around – according to its own content? Does this conditioned sense-making lie at the root of our problem?
Is there another kind of listening that doesn’t come to a conclusion as its process? Is there a listening with no past?
Jackie McInley